SONG AND REFLECT ON BAND

终于说出口
小宇

你终于说出口
其实你早就已经不爱我
为什么要低著头
你知道这玩笑骗不倒我
可是这不是玩笑
是要逃避你离开我的理由

我还能做什么你已经不爱我
我一直都爱著你难道这还不够
我还要做什么你才不离开我
我知道你已无心再继续看著我
一心想离开我

我终于也说出口
其实很爱你但从没认真说过
或许是我的错
多在乎你却只放在心中
不要问我为什么
因为爱你这就是我的理由

我还能做什么你已经不爱我
我一直都爱著你难道这还不够
我还要做什么你才不离开我
我知道你已无心再继续看著我

没什么需要被原谅
我笑得有些牵强
你知道我总是能够假装不难过
oh 不想看你那么累
多希望再给我机会
颤抖著我的手
握住的只是风

还能做什么你已经不爱我
我一直都爱著你难道这还不够
我还要做什么你才不离开我
我知道你已无心再继续看著我
一心想离开我

oh man, the song is simply fantastic!
listening when you are feeling down really helps A LOTT!
it made me forget all my worries and starts singing!
and you know, singing makes me happy.
so this song made me feel happy(: (:


as for today, band went well as normal.
but, i am stuck with 2 sec 3s next to me.
SO STRESSED.
and like, when i dont know how to play, i dont even dare ask!
so terrible right.
well well, i guess this is the current permanent sitting plan.
and i cant change the fact i am sitting almost just right in front of ms sia!
even if she is just taking a rest maybe and not looking anywhere else but in front, she still sees me!
she spotted me not blowing a bit of the music today!
and i was like nodding my head trying to say,'Okok, i got it.'
and we played blue brothers revue. if i didnt spell wrongly.
it was just a GREAT melody!
but. i played it horribly cos i never practice the rest of the piece.
and all the notes are like in semi-quavers at some weird weird beat.
and the notes are like partnered with flats and sharps.
my mind was like,"Forget it la. no need see already. i sure cannot play one."
ok enough of that, the only thing i hope is to be able play WELL in the band for next year orientation!

OH MY GOSH, SO FUNNY!
haha qx just smsed me something that made me laugh so hard!!!
i thought she wanted to just ignore me today!
but it turned out that its because i played so many things wrong she lazy to scold me!
HAHA SO FUNNY RIGHT.
I CANT BELIEVE I LAUGHED SO LOUD JUST NOW.
ok, maybe it's not that funny.

well, and HUBBY! WHY ARE YOU SOOOOO HEAVY!
YOU HURT MY FINGERS!
haha. dont worry! i am not married!
i am just devoted to my TROMBONE!(:

oh well, and those stupid flutes!
remember just now, when me and hx finished climbing the stairs up to the canteen,
those STUPID IDIOTIC FLUTISTS! or however you spell them!
they were like cat-walking in front of us while me and hx put our instru on the floor to catch a breath. and they were like,"Oh, is it heavy?"
i was like,"DUH!"
talking in a rather dying way.
and one of them was like,"how's my hair?"
and she simply just wave her whole arm to touch her stupid hair while me and hx cant even move our fingers cos they are sore!
GOODNESS.
THIS IS THE REALLY TERRIBLE THING THAT WILL HAPPEN TO YOU WHEN YOU GET A HUGGGE INSTRUMENT.
but i know the flutists meant well.
though i still am jealous of their SUPER LIGHT INSTRU THAT CAN BE CARRIED WITH ONE FINGER..

great, now.
i am hungry.
got to go eat dinner.

SEEYA!(:
PMS really serious these few days. HOW?? ):