DEPRESSING.

SHOULDN'T THE INSIDE BE THE SAME WITH THE OUTSIDE???

SOMEONE! PLEASE HELP ME AND SAVE ME FROM THIS MESS!
I DONT WANT TO COLLAPSE SO SOON! )':

oh no!
whats wrong with me???
can someone come share the burden with me PLEASE??? ): ):
i know that breaking down is not the key to solve all these troubles.
but what can i do?
why is it that i am always the one making my friends happy but there is no one in this world to make me happy!
why cant happy songs cheer me up?
WHY WHY WHY?
why cant i just face the fact and stop worrying?
WHY WHY WHY?
why cant i just stop depressing?
WHY WHY WHY?


LORD
SAVE ME SAVE ME!!
I JUST NEED A COMFORTING HAND HERE WITH ME.
I DONT DEMAND MUCH,
I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY.
TO SHOW PEOPLE THAT I AM ALSO LIVING ON THIS EARTH!
TO SHOW THAT I AM NOT TRANSPARENT.
TO SHOW THAT I AM A HUMAN TOO.
TO SHOW THAT I HAVE FEELINGS TOO.
TO SHOW THAT I CARE TOO!

but why.
WHY just cant anybody give me the simplest thing i ever asked for?
oh no oh no.

I SUSPECT I HAVE SPLIT PERSONALITY!
sometimes i just do things that i will never think of doing.
whats wrong with me???
can anyone tell me??

OH GREAT.
L-I-M J-I-A Y-I!
STOP BEING IN THE DEPRESSED STATE.

i am not extra! )':