greys bonding(YH AND ME)

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YAY.
2012 WAS GREEEEAAT!
GOSH. RECOMMEND FOR YOUNG AND OLD.
BUT NOT THOSE WITH WEAK HEARTS LIKE ME.
I ALMOST GOT A HEART ATTACK COS IT WAS TOO EXCITING!
I CAN REALLY FEEL THAT THE WORLD IS COMING TO AN END!
AND I REALLY THOUGHT IT WILL CAUSE THE CINEMA HAVE EARTHQUAKE.. /:

YES WE'VE GOT THE COUPLE SEAT!! <3

COMFORTABLE!!! (:

MOVIE ENDED):

I LOVE PRETTY MIRRORS(:

ooh well, it was really pleasant going out with yh.

many really funny things happened.

like.. in the cinema we just grab onto each other and start screaming.

SO CRAZY.

but it's true.

I CRIED):

cos its touching too.

oh oh, and when we came out of the cinema, yh accdentally POUNCED on this huge man.

cos i think she tripped on my leg or something.

AND IT WAS SOO AWKWARD!

the guy looked at her with this disgusted look.

HAHA NO OFFENCE YH!

and we burst into laughters after that.

she was so embarrassed for practically throwing herself to this stranger.

hahahahahahaha.

and i danced the DA LANG DA LANG(PINK PANTHER) dance to her in the cinema toilet.

heeeeee.

YAY TOMORROW GOT BAND.

SHIT TOMORROW GOT BAND.

WHICH RESPONSE SHOULD I CHOOSE?

just hope everything goes well tomorrow(:

LOVES

Jiayi

ADVENT

HOPE
PEACE
JOY
LOVE

It's advent now.
God bless you(:

BOND MOVE 50% FAIL.

CHEANG HUI XUAN AND MELONY TAN WEI LIN.
HOW CAN WE BOND WITHOUT YOU!!!
GOSH. I CANT BREATHE. I AM GOING TO FAINT.

POR YU HUI. APPARENTLY WE BOND UNTIL CANNOT BOND ALREADY.
WELL, LETS JUST WATCH THE MOVIE. RELAX AND ENJOY..

TROMBONES ♥♥♥

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gosh, do you see the hearts?
hmmm, thats about how much i love the section.
GOODNESS. THEY ARE CRAZY.
MAD.
INSANE.
RIDICULOUSLY WRONG IN MIND.
BUT I DONT KNOW WHY I AM DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH THEM.
haha.
saw those videos Joan posted.
gosh, so amusing!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
PYH! STOP BEING SO EMO!
YOU ARE MAKING ME ANGRY OK!
URGH.
I HAVE BEEN THROUGH HARDER TIMES THAN YOU.
YOU ARE SOOOO NOT WORTH TO BE EMO AND SAD.

oh right.
back to topic.
SECTION.

GOSH SECTION OUTING!
*screams terribly happily*

yes,
that shows how happy i am.
and this coming monday.
GREYS BONDING!
(sadly hx not coming)
BUT WELL. WE STILL CAN BOND.(:
2012 HERE I COME!
POPCORNS HERE I COME!
CINEMA HERE I COME!

yay. life is wonderful.
thats what i think now.
maybe another 2 minutes later i wont think this way.
so i better faster post!

Jiayi
yay, band uniform off to alter(:

SPORTS DAY!

It's Sports Day, baby.

Look carefully at the picture above, do you find something amiss?

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That qian bian primary girl in the background!
Sure is want to qiang jin tou.
Oh well, dont think i forget you! You were the one who "bullied" me a few years ago when i was suppose to work my shift on the Parents Meeting.. And this girl come ka jiao me though i dont know her.. /:

YELLOW WON!(:

Gosh, looking at the cheerleaders, i recall my ever-since-primary-wish. TO BE A CHEERLEADER. And today Yuhui proved me wrong that not only dancers then can be cheerleaders. As long as you have what it takes and you manage to get through the auditions, you can be one already.
And that totally struck me. I DIDNT KNOW THAT. I WANT TO GO FOR THE AUDITION! haiz.. but no use la, next year should be no sports day. ): *wish shattered*

Whats more, i might not even get in lor. So many people go for audition leh! And only so few got in.. ME=NO CHANCE.

OH WELL OH WELL. S:

HAMSTERS-23nov

Latest updates on my 5 MIGHTY hamsters!

Some of the pictures are taken while my phone is inside their cage!

Phew, lucky my phone didnt drop into the cage(:

MAO MAO

she just loves being squashed /:

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XIAO BAI

shhh.. dont chao me sleep..

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XIAO HUI

PEEK-A-BOO! (:

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XIAO MAO MAO(DAUGHTER OF MAOMAO)

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XIAO BAI BAI(DAUGHTER OF MAOMAO)

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Below are scenes you will see if you become a hamster one day.

Every single day..

Every single hour

Every single second..

MY LION HAIR

MY 8 YEARS OLD COUSIN SAID I LOOK LIKE A LION! :'(

XIAOHUI'S TUMORS): ):

The sky is crying..
My heart is breaking..
My hamster is dying..
CHOIII!

Hamster!
i hope you are not suffering with that 2 huge balls in front of you):
that 2 tumors.
looks like your boobs though.
is quite scary!!
cos they are vertical instead horizontal!
shop aunty say the tumors grow due to old age.
so.. is my hamster dying?? >,:

God bless you,
XIAOHUI. ):

NEXT WEEK'S PLAN!

NEXT WEEK'S IMPORTANT THINGS COMING UP!

MONDAY---Going yh's house! with shiying coming too. hope she wont ignore me though. cos she loves sy so much, and sy loves her so much too, i will feel left out! ): but never mind, yh loves me as much as i love her too.
hee.
i bet we're gonna have so much fun!
YAY!

THURSDAY---Going chalet with my friends! Mummy doesnt allow me to go so early, so probably going late morning. :S
oh well, hope we will have fun too!


And as i was thinking.
Nowadays..
People are SOO GROSS!
in this month, i 've seen and experienced really gross actions of people.
like what yh showed my just now.
GOSH.
DONT YOU PEOPLE KNOW WHAT YOU ARE DOING???
hmm, maybe you all really dont.
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battlefield-jordins parks

SUDDENLY FELL IN LOVE WITH THIS SONG:

BATTLEFIELD.
JORDIN SPARKS
such an old song ;/

Don't try to explain your mind
I know what's happening here
One minute, it's love
And, suddenly, it's like a battlefield

One word turns into war
Why is it the smallest things that tear us down
My world's nothing when you're gone
I'm out here without a shield - can't go back, now

Both hands tied behind my back for nothing, oh, no
These times when we climb so fast to fall, again
Why we gotta fall for it, now...

I never meant to start a war
You know, I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
Why does love always feel like
I never meant to start a war

Can't swallow our pride
Neither of us wanna raise that flag, mmm
If we can't surrender
Then, we're both gonna lose what we have, oh, no

Both hands tied behind my back for nothing (nothing), oh, no
These times when we climb so fast to fall, again
I don't wanna fall for it, now...

I never meant to start a war
You know, I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for
[ Jordin Sparks Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
Better go and get your armor (get your armor),
get your armor (get your armor)
I guess you better go and get your armor
(get your armor), get your armor (get your armor)
I guess you better go and get your

We could pretend that we are friends, tonight (oh)
And, in the morning, we wake up, and we'd be alright
'Cause, baby, we don't have to fight
And I don't want this love to feel like a battlefield, a battlefield,
a battlefield
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
I guess you better go and get your armor...

I never meant to start a war
You know, I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
I guess you better go and get your armor
(get your armor), get your armor (get your armor)
I guess you better go and get your armor
(get your armor), get your armor (get your armor)
Why does love always feel like (oh, oh)
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield

I never meant to start a war
Don't even know what we're fighting for
I never meant to start a war
Don't even know what we're fighting for...

CUT MY HAIR AND OTHERS

I CUT MY HAIR!!

oh no, now it's short.
i cant tie anymore.
lots of layering!!!
haha, i cant imagine what yuhui would say if she sees my new hairstyle.

guess what?
my sister told me i folded my arms when i was asleep two days ago.
hahahahahah, i kept laughing when i heard it.
she said i must be really angry with someone.
SO WHO IS THAT SOMEONE?!?!

and i can officially memories the whole Forbidden Love song!
but i make a lot of mistakes. :/
oh well,
practice makes perfect.
2 more weeks to BAND.
i am gonna die.
SERIOUSLY.
how to play BLUE brothers???
so dead!

and i exceeded this month's sms!
i only had 300 free per month.
cos my plan was super cheap (:
and i sent 546 smses!
oh shit!

haha!
isnt this post SOOO COLOURFUL?!?!?!
LIFE SHOULD BE LIKE THIS TOO.
LOTS OF COLOURS EVERYDAY(:

friday the 13th.

FRIDAY THE THIRTEENTH!

WENT TO THE ROBINSONS WINTER WEAR SECTION WITH MUM, AUNT AND COUSIN!

CUTE BEARS PERFORMING AT THE CHILDREN LEVEL IN ROBINSONS!

STUPID THING THAT MADE ME ANGRY!
WHY IS IT THAT THEY HAVE GUITAR, TRUMPET AND FRENCHHORN INSTEAD OF TROMBONE!!! i guess cos trombone is too cool for them and too difficult to make :S

THE CABBLE-BEARS(CARS)!

i actually took this when i was going down the escalator. so you probably cant see it.. :/

finally can play the whole forbidden love WITH MISTAKES

YAY!!! I CAN FINALLY PLAY FORBIDDEN LOVE WITH MANYYY MISTAKESSSS! ;D

FORBIDDEN LOVE

somehow somehow,
why?
FORBIDDEN LOVE(piano) is now
MY NEW GOAL.
MY NEW LOVE.
MY NEW MOTIVATION.
Its just a simple song, really.
but it doesnt seem to have a simple impact on me.
I've heard all kind of songs.
but this one, this one, baby.
this one can move me to tears.
whenever i hear it.
whoever that plays it.
even the online one gives off the same effect.
WHY?
I am happy i have the score with me.
I can finally learn to play it.
I feel touched when i hear myself playing it too.
but it can never make me cry.
and i just feel some connection between me and the song.
as i play, as i play.
on and on.
makes me feel that once i finished learning the piece and can play perfectly*,
something will happen?
lets just grab on to this hope.
because there is practically nothing i can hope for already.
NOTHING.
NOTHING.
NOTHING.

i dreamt of you today AGAIN.
you were so nice.
so sweet
so motherly.
but in actual fact.
it's never gonna happen.
NEVER after all these mess.

DEPRESSING.

SHOULDN'T THE INSIDE BE THE SAME WITH THE OUTSIDE???

SOMEONE! PLEASE HELP ME AND SAVE ME FROM THIS MESS!
I DONT WANT TO COLLAPSE SO SOON! )':

oh no!
whats wrong with me???
can someone come share the burden with me PLEASE??? ): ):
i know that breaking down is not the key to solve all these troubles.
but what can i do?
why is it that i am always the one making my friends happy but there is no one in this world to make me happy!
why cant happy songs cheer me up?
WHY WHY WHY?
why cant i just face the fact and stop worrying?
WHY WHY WHY?
why cant i just stop depressing?
WHY WHY WHY?


LORD
SAVE ME SAVE ME!!
I JUST NEED A COMFORTING HAND HERE WITH ME.
I DONT DEMAND MUCH,
I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY.
TO SHOW PEOPLE THAT I AM ALSO LIVING ON THIS EARTH!
TO SHOW THAT I AM NOT TRANSPARENT.
TO SHOW THAT I AM A HUMAN TOO.
TO SHOW THAT I HAVE FEELINGS TOO.
TO SHOW THAT I CARE TOO!

but why.
WHY just cant anybody give me the simplest thing i ever asked for?
oh no oh no.

I SUSPECT I HAVE SPLIT PERSONALITY!
sometimes i just do things that i will never think of doing.
whats wrong with me???
can anyone tell me??

OH GREAT.
L-I-M J-I-A Y-I!
STOP BEING IN THE DEPRESSED STATE.

i am not extra! )':

trafficlights!_me.michelle.natasha

THE TRAFFIC LIGHT OF THE DAY!

ME, MICHELLE, NATASHA

last catechism class in 2009..):

SONG AND REFLECT ON BAND

终于说出口
小宇

你终于说出口
其实你早就已经不爱我
为什么要低著头
你知道这玩笑骗不倒我
可是这不是玩笑
是要逃避你离开我的理由

我还能做什么你已经不爱我
我一直都爱著你难道这还不够
我还要做什么你才不离开我
我知道你已无心再继续看著我
一心想离开我

我终于也说出口
其实很爱你但从没认真说过
或许是我的错
多在乎你却只放在心中
不要问我为什么
因为爱你这就是我的理由

我还能做什么你已经不爱我
我一直都爱著你难道这还不够
我还要做什么你才不离开我
我知道你已无心再继续看著我

没什么需要被原谅
我笑得有些牵强
你知道我总是能够假装不难过
oh 不想看你那么累
多希望再给我机会
颤抖著我的手
握住的只是风

还能做什么你已经不爱我
我一直都爱著你难道这还不够
我还要做什么你才不离开我
我知道你已无心再继续看著我
一心想离开我

oh man, the song is simply fantastic!
listening when you are feeling down really helps A LOTT!
it made me forget all my worries and starts singing!
and you know, singing makes me happy.
so this song made me feel happy(: (:


as for today, band went well as normal.
but, i am stuck with 2 sec 3s next to me.
SO STRESSED.
and like, when i dont know how to play, i dont even dare ask!
so terrible right.
well well, i guess this is the current permanent sitting plan.
and i cant change the fact i am sitting almost just right in front of ms sia!
even if she is just taking a rest maybe and not looking anywhere else but in front, she still sees me!
she spotted me not blowing a bit of the music today!
and i was like nodding my head trying to say,'Okok, i got it.'
and we played blue brothers revue. if i didnt spell wrongly.
it was just a GREAT melody!
but. i played it horribly cos i never practice the rest of the piece.
and all the notes are like in semi-quavers at some weird weird beat.
and the notes are like partnered with flats and sharps.
my mind was like,"Forget it la. no need see already. i sure cannot play one."
ok enough of that, the only thing i hope is to be able play WELL in the band for next year orientation!

OH MY GOSH, SO FUNNY!
haha qx just smsed me something that made me laugh so hard!!!
i thought she wanted to just ignore me today!
but it turned out that its because i played so many things wrong she lazy to scold me!
HAHA SO FUNNY RIGHT.
I CANT BELIEVE I LAUGHED SO LOUD JUST NOW.
ok, maybe it's not that funny.

well, and HUBBY! WHY ARE YOU SOOOOO HEAVY!
YOU HURT MY FINGERS!
haha. dont worry! i am not married!
i am just devoted to my TROMBONE!(:

oh well, and those stupid flutes!
remember just now, when me and hx finished climbing the stairs up to the canteen,
those STUPID IDIOTIC FLUTISTS! or however you spell them!
they were like cat-walking in front of us while me and hx put our instru on the floor to catch a breath. and they were like,"Oh, is it heavy?"
i was like,"DUH!"
talking in a rather dying way.
and one of them was like,"how's my hair?"
and she simply just wave her whole arm to touch her stupid hair while me and hx cant even move our fingers cos they are sore!
GOODNESS.
THIS IS THE REALLY TERRIBLE THING THAT WILL HAPPEN TO YOU WHEN YOU GET A HUGGGE INSTRUMENT.
but i know the flutists meant well.
though i still am jealous of their SUPER LIGHT INSTRU THAT CAN BE CARRIED WITH ONE FINGER..

great, now.
i am hungry.
got to go eat dinner.

SEEYA!(:
PMS really serious these few days. HOW?? ):

post about current affairs in section(:(:

YAY!
Have never felt so happy and relaxed before for the past few weeks.
The problem that has been bugging me is solved!
Look, say all you want. I am not caring anymore!(this sentence saved me!) (:
I know i cant deny the fact, but you cant do anything about it too!
What can you go? Spread rumors.. Look at me with the corner of your eyes.. Roll your eyes.. Smirk at me.. Isnt that what you are best at? HA! Too bad, the winner is ME, NOT YOU! ;D

Great, so this is solved.
Since she does even care and told me not to care too. So i shall just take it that NOTHING has taken place. Believe it or not, i am still gonna treat everyone normally. And my normal = to treat them EXACTLY how i used to.
Since i LOVE everyone,
I am gonna be nice to her like i did before.
*Though she is scary.*

Yes, so you can say i am carefree now.
But i still worry.
And i cant believe i am actually worrying for you.
To be honest, i dont hate you!
I like you as a friend.
But the rest dislikes you to the max!
Its just the way you are treating us man.
We are all in this together.
And you should know that!
But you pretend not to know and you think that by doing this, we will all love you and pity you.
BUT, i am sorry that all i can say is that i am the only one who pities you,
while the rest thinks you are an idiot!
OH NO OH NO.
I dont want that to happen!
But you are not listening at all!
SO TOO BAD!

OH. AND STOP SPREADING RUMORS ABOUT ME I TELL YOU!
Do it again and i will make you pay for it!
P-A-Y F-O-R I-T!
Cos i think nobody is standing behind you. (:
AND if you reallyyyyy continues to harm me in whatever way,
YOU WATCH OUT!


but dont worry, i will still be your friend!(: